so, it's been 3 years since my last post. In my first blog I was living in Europe, and trying so desperately to find myself and discover the woman that I knew was waiting for me to come to terms with. Looking back, it only makes me miss Italy and all the people and experiences that I had while I was there. But, I am so thankful to be where I am now.
since then I have left AI and am now attending college online. I have moved back to my hometown and have fallen crazy madly in love. it's love like a warm blanket. I feel so secure in everything we do and everyday I find new reasons to be happy. three years ago I would have thought it was impossible to get to the place that I am now.
now, I feel as though all of the coins I have been wishing on in my life are finally shining through. a home and a family of my own are a reality to me and I no longer wonder around with my tennis shoes on, ready to run and wish on another coin. womanhood suits me so much better than my youth did. while everything is not superficially sunshine and roses, it is full of sunsets and sunrises, laughs and hands that are there to hold, and new faces that I could never do without. the faces that are still in my life are ones that I know that I need and will forever be with me. for that I am eternally grateful.
so, due to the difference in time, I am creating a new blog that will detail the new woman that I have become. it will be open and honest, and entirely therapeutic. the names may be changed for the sake of people's respect and privacy, but my heart will be shown in great detail here.
let the new life experiences begin!
